Day One:
- Happy observation in the shower! I can feel that it's coming today, AND I do not have a hideous zit on my face to show for it.
- The cramps in my tummy and thighs tell me I'd better put a pad on.
- Cramps worsen. Medicine: chocolate moose tracks ice cream--big thanks to my boyfriend.
- Period starts. I hate pads--it feels yucky down there. My UKotex tampons (new designs and colors!) await me at home.
- Boyfriend does something totally harmless, and I give him a death glare without realizing it. Checks emotions and takes note that I am, in fact, pissy for no reason. Puts in extra effort to be nicer to everyone around me. (But especially my super nice boyfriend who bought me ice cream.)
- Cramps become worse, still. Medicine: 800 mg of ibu and unsweetened iced tea.
- Tampons! The new orange color is ugly, and I miss the yellow and blue colors. The purple can stay, just...please, not the orange.
- Wave of fatigue hits. I feel that if I allow myself to crawl into bed, I may never come back out again.
- The thought of eating dinner with my family is very sentimental, and I almost cry. Feels very emotional.
- Might watch My Sister's Keeper because I feel like I need a good cry.
- Bloated. I look prego.
- Puts in My Sister's Keeper, and then takes it back out because I don't want to cry that much.
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